Note to Myself

Holding on is harder than letting go. I know it was not meant to be. Although it’s very difficult to do so, it is also very difficult to just swallow it and imagined that it never happened.

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How I wish I can juz keep it and make it mine….forever....

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How I prayed & prayed that I can have it....

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How I wish I can reverse time & make it right again....

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It is so easy for others but it is very difficult for me. Really regretted what I have done…not supposed to do that…but now I have lost that special “relationship” & I miss it….

Memeluk Bulan

Kau bukanlah untukku

Meski ku tahu

Ku menyayangimu

Cinta tak mungkin terjadi

Diantara kita berdua

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Dirimu kini telah bersamanya
Begitu pula aku telah memilikinya
Kini ku sadari rasa ini tak mungkin

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Dapat terwujud dalam kisah kasih kita
Kini ku mengerti tulus cinta ini
Hanyalah mimpi panjang yang tak pernah usai
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Karena ‘tuk bersamamu
Bagaikan berharap memeluk bulan

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Karena ‘tuk bersamamu
Bagaikan berharap memetik bintang

Selamat Hari Raya

We'll celebrating 1st Syawal in less than 4 days.

Selamat Hari Raya Aidilfitri to all my friends and family !!

Maaf Zahir dan Batin

Should I or shouldn't I....?

I'm scared

So afraid to show I care

Will he think me weak

If I tremble when I speak

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What if

There's another one he's thinking of

Maybe he's in love

I'd feel like a fool

Life can be so cruel

I don't know what to do

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Should I

Tell him that the sun and moon

Rise in his eyes

Reach out to him

And whisper

Tender words so soft and sweet

Hold him close to feel his heart beat

Love will be the gift you give yourself

"Ku Ada Kamu"

Di kala ku kehilangan

Di dalam kegelapan

Kau suluhkan sinar petunjuk

Di kala ku kesedihan

Kau ukirkan senyuman

Dengan penuh sabar memujuk

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Engkau menyambut tiap kali aku terjatuh

Andai hari esok langit akan runtuh

Tabahlah menjunjung bersamaku

Andai hari esok dunia gelora

Takkan ku gemuruh selagi ku ada kamu

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Di kala aku tak pasti

Kau tampil dengan berani

Membimbing agar lebih yakin

Dan bila hidup penuh soalan

Kau berikan jawapan

Melengkap semua kekurangan

Looking for love...

Why we need to make fun of ourself just for the sake of LOVE? Everybody need love but must we let ourself be fooled and tricked into believing every little things that was told to us ??

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This incident actually happend to a friend of mine & she nearly was tricked into believing this scam. I watched the news last nite & also just read this news on METRO(http://www.hmetro.com.my/myMetro/articles/253andartuditipuRM4j/Article) today about a group of "andartu" that was tricked into believing that someone on internet can deeply falling in love with us in just few days of chatting online. Yes, it can happened....maybe in a movie. In less than 2 hours the hero & heroin can meet, went for a dinner, out for a weekend, fall in love & got married by the end of the 2 hours.

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These group of girls are well educated and have a good income, they suppose to know better than believe every single word of this "love seeker" said. These girls believed that their soulmate are sending them a valuable piece of jewelry as a token of his love. These poor girls believe that they have found their true love, willingly bank in thousands of RM into an account after received a phone call from so call "Imigration Dept" saying that there is parcel for them but it was hold up by the "Imigration". If she want to retrieve her so call love parcel, she need to pay thousands RM. Lucky for my friend, another friend advice her to check first the account number that was given to her. It turn out the account was under a local woman's name not under Imigration's account number. That is when we know that it was a scam.

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A similar incident also nearly happened to me a year ago but lucky for me, I do not have that much of money...hehehe. My friend and I were the lucky one. I'm still looking for love and will never give it up until I find it but I will be more careful.

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Maybe I will look for love that is nearer to me ;-)

Gothic Dinner

I have just spent about RM200 for this coming dinner. I'm not sure whether my attire on that nite will follow the dress code which is Gothic Glamour but I will try to be as glamourous as possible.